Do not stand at my grave and weep.
I am not there, I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow,
I am the diamond glints on snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain, ...I am the gentle autumn's rain.
When you awaken in the morning's hush,
I am the swift uplifting rush
of quiet birds in circled flight.
I am the stars that shine at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry,
I am not there, I did not die...
Rest in Peace...You will always be my beautiful boy.
I am so sad that my love wasnt enough to save you from whatever it was that took you from me.The doctors couldnt find it,and that is so hard to come to grips with.The not knowing,and always wondering will stay with me until the day I see you again....until then,rest easy my baby.
When I think about you not being here,the pain comes back like a punch to my chest,and it takes my breath away.I look at your picture everyday.Your with me each night as I go to sleep.There you are in my dreams,lying on my feet.
We had a bond I never had with another animal.We chose eachother.You didn't want anyone else in your life except me.Yet somehow I knew in my heart for some reason that you would not be with me long. I dont know how I knew this,but I used to have nightmares about losing you.
I think now,all of that means that we were a gift to each other.From the moment I opened that cardboard box and saw your little face.Purring like crazy, you nuzzled my face and I knew right then and there that there was no way I wasn't taking you home.Thank you for giving me those 9 1/2 years. It was a privelage.Missing you.
October 14 ,2011
Happy Birthday my beautiful boy..you would have been 10 today. I hope there are friends up there to give you catnip and all the hugs I can't be there to give you myself.
Missing you always....
Its been a year since you left my life. Although there has been a lot of healing..not a day goes by without a thought about you.No animal will ever fill the void you left when you died,although your brother Billy is trying his hardest! I know he misses you too.
Rest well my good boy.I will see you again.
As the second anniversary of your parting approaches,please know that you are never far from my thoughts.I look upon your little "box" everyday as I sit at my computer.
I adopted a new baby this past November.He reminds me so much of you.I think you would have liked him.
I hope you are happy...I will see you again one day my baby!
May 2, 2014
I can't believe it's been three years since you left me...I hope you arent too bored waiting for me to meet you,although knowing you,you found a lovely shady tree and a soft patch of grass to nap in. Although you might not be in my thoughts every day,you are there very often.I adopted a third baby a few months ago...so don't worry about Billy,he has plenty of buddies to snuggle with. Although I'd bet anything he tell me he misses you still.
I dedicated my day..this day, May 2nd, to you.I will shed my tears later.For now I will look at your photos and remember those things only I knew about you.
Rest easy...I will see you again one day. xox
Your brother Billy left us today...please keep an eye out for him at the bridge..I am sure he is looking for you now. Although there are now three new babies in the house, you and Bill will always be my very special boys.
Missing you still.
Hello my best boys....I hope that by now Billy has found you Tang,and you are keeping each other company until I can see you again. We moved to a new bigger house,and you still sit on my desk,Tang.You and your brothers hair are in a small crystal vial hanging from my rear view mirror.You are with me everyday. I'll miss and love you both eternally...All my love, Mommy. xox
May 2, 2016
It's been five years since you left for the bridge. I have four new furkids that make me smile and laugh everyday.But there is always the memories of beautiful you to fill my heart when it's sad. I hope you and Billy have many friends to stay with until I see you again. Rest well my best boy...Never far from my thoughts, and always in my heart.
Love Always and forever,
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